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I love you too bro...... Dude, I fucking cut myself on my guitar. says:
He's just so sad , and he feels like the only person he can be himself around is me cause he knows I'll never leave him. He told me "No matter how mad I make you being myself, I know I can always come to you when I'm feeling sad and you'll cheer me up" and I just feel bad that I'm the only one.
I love you too bro...... Dude, I fucking cut myself on my guitar. says:
A few people have told me today that I'm the only one who can cheer them up
Let's Get This Baby Rocking...Just Take Me To The Backseat...........OWIE i gotta splinter in my palm *glares at drumsticks* says:
Thats because they trust you. You don't criticise people for their faults. Listen when they ned to be heard, and speak when they need comfort. Tori your just a great person. & even though you have your own worries i know you put those you care about before yourself.
Let's Get This Baby Rocking...Just Take Me To The Backseat...........OWIE i gotta splinter in my palm *glares at drumsticks* says:
There aren't enough people who do that in todays society.
Let's Get This Baby Rocking...Just Take Me To The Backseat...........OWIE i gotta splinter in my palm *glares at drumsticks* says:
Nor are there enough who can accept someone for who they truly are. Your a rare diamond amongst a pile of leaves. Don't let it get you down. Don't feel bad for the rest of societies faults. He has you and perhaps that is all he needs
Let's Get This Baby Rocking...Just Take Me To The Backseat...........OWIE i gotta splinter in my palm *glares at drumsticks* says:
I know enough about you that you'd never desert a friend in need
I love you too bro...... Dude, I fucking cut myself on my guitar. says:
Dude I seriously have tears in my eyes. A lot of people lately have been telling me what a great person I am, and half of them don't even know me well. I think I'm a shitty person though. I feel like I don't do enough, while people think I do too much, and I think that's what makes people think about me the way that a lot do. I feel like I'm never good enough for anybody. And I don't see how
I love you too bro...... Dude, I fucking cut myself on my guitar. says:
ANYBODY
I love you too bro...... Dude, I fucking cut myself on my guitar. says:
could desert a friend in need.
Let's Get This Baby Rocking...Just Take Me To The Backseat...........OWIE i gotta splinter in my palm *glares at drumsticks* says:
Yet so many people do. In many ways you are too good for anyone dry those tears sweetie!!
et's Get This Baby Rocking...Just Take Me To The Backseat...........OWIE i gotta splinter in my palm *glares at drumsticks* says:
You are a truthful, honest, modest person. So of course you'd think the opposite to what everyone tells you. & before the thought even crosses your mind this is in no way a sympathy plea or anything of the type it is only the truth as i see it ok.
Let's Get This Baby Rocking...Just Take Me To The Backseat...........OWIE i gotta splinter in my palm *glares at drumsticks* says:
I'm sorry that people see you as doing to much, perhaps they are feeling guilty because they would never put themselves on the line, mind, body and soul to help another.
That was a conversation I had with a friend and it made me feel so special, because I mean...How could that NOT make anyone feel special? I think I'm one of the most shittiest friends in the world and there she is telling me how great I am and I just....I'm going to cry. That's probley the best compliment I've gotten in a long time. Thank you doll! Current Mood:  Happy Current Music: Perfection through silence-finch |
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I have a new way of looking at cutting. It's like, my skin is a blank canvas, the razor is my paintbrush, and when I bring it down to my skin and it makes marks, it's like the beautiful art that comes out of doing it. Except, after awhile it's not so beautiful.
It's kind of sad to be thinking of it that way. But, I do now. I didn't do that for a very long time but something's triggering it now I don't really know why. I'm so depressed lately, and I know it's no way to be handling it. But it's like the only way I know how to.
I gotta go, oh and I AM NOT! Talking to A.K. He asked me what was wrong and I was like "I suck at life" and he's like "You're a woman it's your job" so I'm not talking to him, no matter how many times he apologizes and says he loves me.Current Mood:  shitty |
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Sometimes I wonder if it was really necassary to leave.
While doing this, taking all the hope I had left to believe.
So many things remind me of you.
Nobody else can see through me like you use to.
I don't know how to cope without you here.
My vision is blurry, nothing left in my life's clear.
Why the hell did you do this to me?
I really I don't blame you for wanting to be free.
I guess I'm happy you're in heaven now, instead of this hell.
I thought I knew you...Guess I didn't know you too well.
Now I'll never have a fucking chance.
I hate I couldn't see your pain, like you could see mine at first glance.
God I feel like such a shitty friend.
I hope you know, I blame myself for your miserable end.
I could have done more.
Now I'm wondering, what's worth living for?
I'm nothing without you.
I never realized how large your pain grew.
I was too worried about...Me.
But I guess this is it, for being self-centered, death is the fee.
Dude, I wrote this because I thought my friend killed herself and I felt so shitty...She did try to kill herself, but fortunately she didn't succeed. I dunno what I'd do without her. Current Mood:  contemplative Current Music: You Give Love A Bad Name~~Atreyu |
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We all have things about our friends that make us slightly envious. Not in a bad way, but in a "Wow! I wish I had that person's hair, eyes, money, relationship, toe nails, whatever."
So tell me what about me makes you envy me (cheap-ass ego boost/comment whoring, I know), then post this in your LJ and see what makes me envious of you!!!Current Mood:  Still Pissed, but better Current Music: Let It Bleed~~The Used |
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Jacquie says that I make Journal entries too long. But if this is too long, I really don't care. I don't care if people even read my live journal. I just write to get shit off my chest. People can read it if they want, but I don't get offended if they don't.
It's almost three o clock in the morning right now and I'm wide awake. I have so many thoughts running through my mind and I can't sort them out. And they're getting all jumbled up in my head and it's so confusing. I like to think that I can help people, ya know, make people feel better. And I usually do a pretty good job at it, but lately I feel like I can't do shit anymore. Like whatever I do it's not good enough for anybody. I don't really know why I feel this way, but I do.
I mean, what do I do that's productive in my life? I'm fucking worthless. I'm not good in school, I'm not a good friend, I don't have any special talents, I'm not exciting or anything, I'm just...Tori. And lately I hate being Tori because I don't have a purpose in life. And I'm one of those people who needs to feel like she's here for a reason, and when I don't feel like that, I do stupid shit.
I'm suprised I'm not in my room right now, taking all my confusion, sadness, anger, and whatever else I may be feeling, out on myself right now. I've been good though. Most of my scars are almost gone and I'm proud of myself for that. But lately, it's been on my mind a lot. And when I go back to school I think it's just going to get worse. I fucking hate school. I hate everything about it. There's no reason to go.
I think most of the reason that I still go to school is for my friend Kelsey because she's really suicidal. And I'm scared right now because I haven't heard from her all spring break, and she was just put on a medicine that makes you even more suicidal so I'm really scared she did something stupid to herself. I don't know how to handle everything.
I use to write a lot when I felt down. Like, I would write poetry and stuff, but now when I go to write poetry or a song or something, I can't do it. Nothing sounds right. And if I do write something its really stupid and I hate it.
To all my friends who I have added on livejournal, I just want to say I'm sorry. Sorry if I've been a shitty friend lately, or seemed really distant and non-caring. I really am sorry. I don't really know what's gotten into me. And I'm sorry if I haven't been able to make you feel better like I usually do. I'm just sorry for everything. I feel horrible because I feel like everyone's a stranger to me. I don't know anybody anymore.
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I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreally rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllllllllly rrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy dislike my mother...Why is she even here? It's not like she wants me in her fucking life anyways. She's so fucking self centered. Someday I swear I'm just going to fucking run away. Not like anyone will even care. Gosh I'm in such a fucking bad mood. I like to use the f word when I'm in a bad mood. So excuse my language.
Jacquie, I think sometime we should hang out, and you should dye my hair. I'd be ever so happy. I'd get to hang out with you and get my hair all dyed. I love your Alex friend. He was really nice to me. But I really miss you dear, and of course I have your Sims I have to give you. So yeah, you should definately call me sometime babe. Love ya.
Mar. 28th, 2005 @ 06:38 pm
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Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 10:02 pm
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Alright, hey, so, today I come to school. I was in a semi-good mood even though I'm grounded and tired and think that my boyfriend is cheating on me......So I go talk to my dear dear friend Kelsey. I think she's the coolest person ever.....She told me that last night she tried to kill herself. I started crying right there. She thinks there's no other way to go. She keeps telling me that there's no reason for her to be here and stuff.....But there is, there's me......There's all the rest of her friends who really really care about her.....But since Matt died.....She just.....Doesn't really care. I asked her how it made her feel thinking that she's going to leave a lot of people feeling how she felt after Matt tried to commit suicide, then died in the hospital. She just told me not to worry about it. Not to worry about her. That she needs to do it.....What kind of fucking friend would I be if I didn't worry about it? I'm sitting here crying right now just thinking about it. A little while ago A.K. cheered me up a tiny bit by showing me this funny song. Then he just read what I wrote because I wouldn't tell him what's wrong and gave me a hug. Hugs usually make me feel a lot better. But not today. My mood is so shitty today that nothing will cheer me up.....And now, I can't even really go on the computer at my house cause I was dumb and told a friend online I went to a little party thing this weekend and drank. I didn't know my parents had a ghost on the computer. So yeah. It sucks. I'll be grounded till spring break, then the first day of spring break I'm having surgery. So that doesn't work. And I'm failing science. I'm getting a big fat F in the class. And I have until next friday to turn all my shit in.....Ha, yeah, like that's going to happen. Mother fucking class anyways. I hate that class. Whatever I do with my life, it's NOT going to do with Science. Well, I think I've bitched enough today. So I'm gonna go, maybe do the work I'm suppose to be doing. But I doubt it because I keep almost crying.....The song below, that reminds me of Kelsey right now. *Big sigh*
"Friend Of Mine"
Are you feelin that you're on the brink
Of spilling some red in the sink
It wasn’t the easiest year
No I don’t want you to go
Are the memories too hard to take
Rape is a word with a face
No I don’t want you to go
You know I don’t want you to go
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me here
All alone in the world with a chronic tear
I will always be here, I will always be here
I will always be here for you
We walked the promenade in the rain
With velcro shoes and an ice cream stain
You’re the only one who understands
Remember the Blake said to make sure you wake
And help save your generation
No I don’t want you to go
You know we don’t want you to go
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me here
All alone in the world with a chronic tear
I will always be here, I will always be here
I will always be here for you
Don’t look back
The past is just that
We are We are We are We are
Awake
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me
I will always be here
I will always be here
Friend of mine stay alive
Don’t you leave me here
All alone in the world with a chronic tear
I will always be here, I will always be here
I will always be here for you
Mar. 15th, 2005 @ 11:51 am
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LJ Friends Meme by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) coolerq• You must tell 8 people about this game.
• Jordan is the one that you love.
• Leland is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Jessy.
• Casey is the one who knows you very well.
• Molly is your lucky star.
• Empty Apartment is the song that matches with Jordan.
• Collide is the song for Leland.
• Bleeding Mascara is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and I'm Not Okay is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz
CASEY AND JESSY ARE HERE...I GET TO SEE GEENA TOMORROW I MIGHT GET TO SEE MY BRITTANY SUNDAY! I GET TO GO SHOPPING SUNDAY!.....Umm....Nothing else too exciting. Toodles.
Mar. 4th, 2005 @ 10:20 pm
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MOLLY BROKE MY HEART! *CRIES* SHE SAID I WAS HER GIRLFRIEND AND THEN DUMPED ME FOR MY OWN COUSIN! *CRIES HARDER* HOW COULD YOU MOLLY?? I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME! I GUESS I THOUGHT WRONG! I THINK I'LL JUST GO KILL MYSELF NOW!
Just to let everyone know...This is all a Joke.
AND I'M HAPPY NOW BECAUSE JACQUIE'S NOW MY GIRLFRIEND...CHELSEA YOU CAN HAVE MOLLY BUT REMEMBER....I HAD HER FIRST! SO HAHAHA! :P I love you Molly, Jacquie, and Chelsea. You are all my hero's cept for Jacquie she's my HEROW!
Feb. 25th, 2005 @ 09:22 pm
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The last entry was just out of anger Jacquie
Jan. 4th, 2005 @ 08:43 pm
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You're Sally! Poor thing...Post this result in your
journal or anywhere else your little heart
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Which Character From "Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas" Are YOU?
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Dec. 31st, 2004 @ 11:35 pm
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"Can you hear me?" You're falling as you open your eyes. It doesn't terrify you though; it's soothing. Like a cool breeze is on a hot summer day. "Yes," You whisper softly. It's not dark. You're surrounded in a soft white light as shades of blue, purple, and orange fly past you. White puffs of clouds whisp around you and then gather as one, catching your falling body. The soft ivory cushions your body and you're almost lost in a strange ecstasy. Your thoughts, your fears, disappear as you lay on the pillow of white. "Where am I?" You whisper as you close your eyes again, not really caring; just more out of curiousity. "Does it matter?" The deep voice of a man asks. "You're away from the ones who hurt you now." Your dark eyes open again as you respond to these words. The ones who hurt you. Your family, your friends; the people you love, who supposedly loves you. Your so-called friends have abandoned you when you needed them the most. When you were trying to figure out who you are. They all say they care but their actions do nothing to support their words. You always feel like you're the only one making any effort to keep the friendship. They leave you for other people; new people. Maybe these people are more excited than you, or maybe they can show emotion, affection, better than you and show it more often. You can't help who you are. It's hard for anyone to get closer to you than just a friend. Why? Becuase you know they'll leave eventually. They don't understand you. Your family seems to think you don't exist. They're all off doing different things too. Why are you so different? Why can't you leave and have a life without them like they have done to you. They have forgotten you. Or at least these are your thoughts. This was what the voice is referring to.
This is part of a quiz I just started reading on quizilla...It's so amazing that I found this...That is exactly how I feel. It's like she took the words out of my mouth and arranged them in a way that sounds great. I'm a good writer, but not that good. I just had to put this in my live journal because It's just so odd that I found something that describes me so much...I'll write a real entry later...Peace out.
Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 10:15 pm
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I am such a fucking baby...I don't get it...It's three o clock in the morning and I can't sleep. These tears are threatening to fall. I don't even know why. But they're begging me to let them fall. I don't want to. I don't want to cry without having a reason. Maybe it's because I found a letter that I wrote to the world and it was emotional for me to read it, to see what I felt like back then. Maybe it's because I feel like all my friends are ditching me for new friends. Maybe it's because I don't know what I want out of life. Maybe it's because I'm confused about absolutely everything that's going on in my life right now. Whatever the reason may be I just want it to end. I'm shaking right now because of how hard I'm trying not to cry. It's difficult to even type.I'm also on the verge of a panic attack...I haven't had a panic attack in months. I don't know what's wrong with me today.
Maybe I'm reacting to how many pills I took earlier. I know it was dumb, but I hadn't taken my pills in weeks...So I decided to catch up on them all at one time...I couldn't tell you how many pills I took today. But I think that has to do with some of the reason why I'm feeling this way. Who knows? All I know is I want to curl up and cry.
And now I'm whining. I hate this. I don't wanna whine like most of my friends do. There are especially two people who do it a lot, but their names are not going to be mentioned on here. But I love them dearly despite all their whining. We all need to do it once in awhile, but it's kinda sad when someone goes around all the time basically saying, "Pity my, I have a horrible life. Everything's going wrong. I need some love and attention. Give me sympathy." That's what I think. But I'm sure not many people care about what I think lately. And that's okay. I don't need them to care about what I think. I just need someone to care about me. And I know people do. It just, doesn't feel like it sometimes.
Well actually, it doesn't feel like it a lot of the time. I feel like I'm just here to listen to people's problems, while bottling up my own, and try to give them advice. Which I don't mind that much really. I love giving people advice and it makes me feel good to know I've helped people.
But lately, my whole mood has been changing about that...When people are hurting...I'm usually laughing now. It's like I've become sadistic or something. I don't get it. But I enjoy seeing other people hurt. I feel so bad about this. But I can't help it. I don't know why, but I get a kick out of it...
Not people I care about, just other people. I'm a people watcher, I love observing the way people act. It's quite amusing. I don't know why. I just like it. But I really should be getting some sleep. I'm hoping to save Jordan from his household tomorrow. My mom said it was okay. So, I don't want to sleep the whole day away like I did today. Good night everyone. Take care. Peace out.
Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 03:11 am
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Mom almost left today...Had her bag out and everything...They're going to try counceling...That doesn't work, they're getting divorced. She told me she can't take it anymore...Neither can I....
Nov. 28th, 2004 @ 03:26 pm
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Certificate of Marriage
This is to certify that
Hieismybitch
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Hiei
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I MARRIED HIEI!! HAHA....Wow I'm a loser.
Nov. 24th, 2004 @ 02:11 pm
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Jessy's here and she wants me to show her how to change the font...So that's what I'm doing. Toodles.
Nov. 21st, 2004 @ 02:54 pm
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I just got out of the shower and I feel really good right now.I think it's really cool how I feel better after hanging out with Eric last night. He makes me sad a lot of the time. But it felt really good seeing him last night. He makes me feel special, needed, and wanted. He's a dork and 1/2 but he's great. He flirts with other girls a lot, I don't like that, but it's fine cause I believe he won't cheat on me. Yesterday was really depressing. It was the first day of Geena being gone from school. When I was hanging out with Haley and Heather, every once in awhile I would cry, just randomly. And I felt like such a baby. I was crying before I saw Eric yesterday and then he came in and gave me a hug and just that made me happier. I hate people talking bad about him because it has an effect on what I think of him. It shouldn't, but it does. I go to school and people talk bad about him all day, and it makes me like him less because he's not there to defend himself and tell me differently, (He goes to an alternative school, he got kicked out of Petoskey Schools) but then I talk to him on the phone and I know that whatever people said during the day doesn't matter because I like him for him. But how long can that happen? How long can I be not sure if I like him all day and then just talk to him to know that I like him again? This sucks.
It's Saturday, I was in the parade today. It was pouring at first, but it got a little better. I saw Eric and Joe. They were makin' fun of me cause I had to wear my retarted band uniform. I just told them to shut up and leave me alone. Then after the parade I got to go to Taco Bell! Ahh I heart Taco Bell SO much! It's like my favorite place to eat in the world....But today it sucked. I don't know why, but it really wasn't good. But it's okay. Saturday to Wednesday....That's how many days? Four. Four more days till I get to see my cousin and possibly get to see Geena. If my mom doesn't let me I'm gonna be SO mad that I'll .... I dunno but I'll do something. And yeah. I'm watching Bam right now, wow he's super sexy. I love Bam, he's evil. That's hot....You know who says "That's Hot" too much? Paris Hilton...She's so ugly. Ugh...Wow I'm being really random. But anyway I'm gonna go now. I'll write later. Toodles.
Nov. 20th, 2004 @ 04:57 pm
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I'm in sixth hour right now. The teacher totally doesn't care what we do. I'm suppose to be looking at stocks and stuff but I'm chatting on Web Messenger and now I'm writing in my live journal. Woopee. Geena just got online. I'm talking to her. It's spiffy. Haley is reading what I am writing right now. *Hits Haley* Oww she hit me back. Urg she better be careful or I'll bite her. Anyway, she's taking a test now. After school I'm going to her house and I get to see Eric hopefully. I haven't seen him since Monday. But I'm going to go so I'll write later....Toodles....Tori
Nov. 19th, 2004 @ 02:54 pm
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